But i really can't beat this feeling. i feel so alone. I expect it to happen but still, looking at everybody else interacting at school and at work, and then myself.. So i shut my browser and felt glad i didn't touch it before.
I sound like a pathetic kid here. I'm supposed to be okay. Be okay. Be okay. Be okay.
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Got out of the house after that, crowds of people comforted me. For once. Physical human presence can help to a certain extent, even though they don't look at you.
Got a copy of sara bareilles' album, popped it into the walkman and felt instantly... A little better. I like how it has some crackling sounds, like a gramophone.
I sound like a pathetic kid here. I'm supposed to be okay. Be okay. Be okay. Be okay.
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Got out of the house after that, crowds of people comforted me. For once. Physical human presence can help to a certain extent, even though they don't look at you.
Got a copy of sara bareilles' album, popped it into the walkman and felt instantly... A little better. I like how it has some crackling sounds, like a gramophone.
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